Saturday Morning
Yesterday was the first time I saw the guy I work with who sent me the text message - I can't give him a pseudonym right now. It was awkward because I made it awkward. I find it difficult to make eye contact with people in only a few situations: when I am angry, when I am upset, and when I do not know what to say to them. I don't know what to say to him; I meant it when I said that I would pretend like the entire thing never happened, but that's proving easier said than done. I would ask for advice, but I won't follow any of it and I'm not really willing to discuss it at length any more. I'm going to do the very mature thing and ignore it until it goes away or blows up in my face.Yesterday, I made an appointment to get my hair colored. This will be a first step for me, and there may or may not be before and after photos posted here. My fairly basic, almost-mousy light brown hair will be getting an infusion of red. I'm excited, though I've elected to try very hard to keep the appointment a secret from those people who see me every day. I'll see if people notice it, and I'll try not to be disappointed when they don't.
Last night, I fell asleep watching Sex and the City. I think it was around eight, but I have no real idea. I do know that I woke up at 4:30 extremely confused. I fell asleep again around 8 am, then woke around 11. I had oatmeal and coffee for breakfast, read Elle magazine, and thought about how much I'm enjoying this lazy weekend thing that I've had going on. I chill and drink coffee and do completely vapid and shallow things until early afternoon, when I finally get around to washing my face and making myself presentable for public consumption.* Then I'll go to get more coffee or buy groceries or wander through the mall spending money unintelligently. If I didn't already work in a bookstore, I would probably spend my afternoons hanging out in them.
Please excuse me while I go to make my eyelashes look fabulous.**
*I think it says something about me that I thought, "kinky" as I typed that sentence.
**Seriously, how shallow can I be today?
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posted by nicalyse @ 2:02 PM
4 Comments:
I thought that phrase was kinky too. What does that say about me?
That we're both filthy? Probably nothing good...unless you're into that....
Be shallow if you want. Fuck everyone/thing else....and not in the fun way.
Yaaaaaay I'm excited for you about your hair! I wanna see pics for sho. xD
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